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Lindz (that's what Lauren calls me! Haha!)

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[01 Jun 2006|12:05am]
[ mood | depressed ]

I feel a lot like crap!
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WAH! [17 May 2006|03:12pm]
[ mood | curious ]

I'm so tired and bored it's terrible how I so just want to SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah I so want to go out a like party. PARTY PARTY PARTY!!!!! Whatever. I feel extremely weak right now...even though I'm not. It's weird. I can't believe on One Life To Live they killed off Duke! WTF? which reminds me...

GREY'S ANATOMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Izzy is totally like the coolest character ever. I think the interns compliment each other! You can't just get rid of one!!!!!!!!! AND WHY did Denny have to die!! They would have been happy together!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOSH! I was def. like sobbing at the end on the show. Why did Meredith have to have sex randomly with Dr. Sheperd. I hate him by the way...not just his character but him in real life too!!!!!!!!!!!! And the Vet guy was cute! She looks good with him. She is a horribly weak character and now it's just getting pitiful!

Lost is on tonight...that show is totally interesting. I think what makes it best is that there are so many websites with so many different theories! I love hearing everyone's theories about that show.


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Oh My Gosh... [10 May 2006|12:59am]
I really want to hit myself in the face. I'm sad right now...:'(
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WHOOP WHOOP!!!!!!!!!!!!! [24 Apr 2006|12:18am]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

SO yeah....I am officially an SAI sister. Yay for being super excited. After the actual initiation we exchanged gifts....and heck yeah the ones Sasha and I gave our Bigs were AWESOME!!!!!! You know how Sasha and I have Thing 1 and Thing 2 sweatshirts...well....we made our Bigs Thing 1's Big and Thing 2's Big T-shirts. They were so Effing awesome...not to mention the cool paddles we both made and the purses I made...mine says "Melissa's little" and hers says "Lindsey's Big"....it rocked. Then I got my jersey....my nickname is Bobble...due to my spiffy dancing manner :) and I got a cute pink tote that says SAI....plus a picture frame. And my secret sister gave me chocolate....mmmmmm. So I think it rocks that I'm and SAI sister....I feel like a real college student now...:)

After sitting in on their meeting...we went to Applebee's and it was super fun!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I don't feel right.... [22 Apr 2006|01:17pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

So I try and make everything seem okay in my mind but that doesn't really help. I don't feel okay. I think there is just so much stuff going on it's hard to feel fine. I mean between exams....family...friends...and other shit...it's just too much. I kinda don't know what to do anymore. But whatever.

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[22 Apr 2006|12:29am]
[ mood | blank ]

I don't even know anymore. I'm ion a bad mood...I haven't slept in like forever. Good news...my music composition wasn't due today...he looked it over and said if I correct a few minor errors it will def. be an A. HOW SWEET IS THAT????? I just got home from a friends surprise 21st birthday party...so I am so tired!!!! Ehhhh...it was fun though :)

Initiation is sunday! I can't even wait to give my big sister her gift(s)...hopefully she will love what I give her. But it's Melissa so I'm pretty sure she'll like it....can't even wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finals next week...yay...not....but once I get through those...I have the SAI formal next friday...(right after my trig exam...can I just say...EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW)

Then the week after that is monday: nothing...Tuesday-thursday: SAI retreat....YAY!!!!!!!!!!!! Friday: nothing....Sat: Rollins initiation...but since I'll be a sister I have to go. So the week after finals is going to be an SAI week. Then hopefully after that will be get with friends week!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Dude! [20 Apr 2006|01:26am]
[ mood | blah ]

So the choir concert was tonight. It was pretty freakin good. There were a few little mistakes but that doesn't really matter. I really liked choir this year and I'm so going to miss DR. Bass. He reminds me of a nice Mr. Jacobs...you know like Jacobs quality...but he's just nice. Ehhh I'm going to miss him...

So yeah... WHY CAN'T I EFFING SLEEP?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? Whateve I guess. It's like 1:30....I have a 7:30 class....I don't see this turning out good....I'm just going to keep falling asleep....whateve.

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ehhh... [11 Apr 2006|10:53pm]
[ mood | blah ]

I feel kind of blah right now. I don't really know. I'm pretty excited about initiation into SAI! I think it's going to be so much fun. The formal should be fun (maybe) and I'm sure retreat is going to be cool. I'm just kind of excited.

I can't WAIT for this semester to be over...for some reason I was like super prepared all last semester....then this semester came along and I like can't handle any of it!!


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Ehhhh.... [10 Apr 2006|10:24pm]
[ mood | sad ]

I don't really understand what's going on...like at all.

I'm a loser and I'm not going to have a date for the SAI formal...but like who'd want to go anywhere with me....:(

Ummm finals...ewwwww

Singing....yeah like I can do that....


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? [29 Mar 2006|04:55pm]
[ mood | confused ]

I feel really confused right now. I hate those weird life problems where you don't know what to do and you don't know who to talk to. I don't understand why everything always has to be so complicated. Why can't life just happen and be good to the good people and bad to the bad people. Is that so stupid to ask for...?

I want something to make me happy. Something ridiculously awesome to happen to me!!!!!! I don't think that'll happen but whatever...

So like SAI is feeling better...as weird as that may sound.... I still feel like I'm selling my soul but it's cool. My test is Sunday...I'm sure I'm going to pass because I know like all the information except for a few things.


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Blah... [25 Mar 2006|09:01pm]
[ mood | cold ]

I feel really like alone right now. I don't really know. I feel sad and stupid. I still feel like I'm not good enough...example...today my mom listened to my forum performance and when it was over instead of saying..."that was good"...she said "was that flat?"...hence I'm never going to be good enough...whatever.

I wish I could just have some fun....like some random people going somewhere and having crazy fun. Whatever...

I wish I weren't me...


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:'( [24 Mar 2006|09:21pm]
[ mood | sad ]

So I just don't know.

You know those disney channel movies really kinda make you hate your life.

I don't understand why I'll never be good enough for anyone! No one really wants me...I'm just a side person. I mean once I left high school most people don't talk to me...and in college I mean these people have all been friends and it's just annoying. Let's not even talk about at home...because we all know nothing I do is good enough there either. And my looks! Let's just say I'm nothing special to look at. I guess I'm not even a good enough person or whatever because no one really notices me....I mean guy wise. So I'm nothing special I guess...no one wants me. Whatever...I guess the sooner I come to realize that the better. It just seems extremely unfair....

I feel lonely...


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I don't know [22 Mar 2006|07:17pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

I feel extremely irritated right now. I don't know...I just feel like angry! I also feel under appreciated!

SO! I have to sing at forum tomorrow...I'm really pretty nervous. I think it's going to suck...but w/e. I like my outfit...and my hair!

I feel really pissed off!

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YAY!!!! So HAPPY! [21 Mar 2006|08:29pm]
[ mood | pretty ]

So like I got a hair cut....just a little off the bottom...but I have bangs now! I feel pretty! :)
I bought a pretty new outfit because I'm singing at forum Thursday!
I feel pretty! :)

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So yeah... [20 Mar 2006|05:49pm]
I feel like a loser...
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... [19 Mar 2006|06:40pm]
I don't really know...
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Busch Gardens!!!! [16 Mar 2006|10:53pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

So Tuesday March 14th:

1) Wake up at 5:30am to get ready for the day.
2) Sasha picks me up at like 6:ish and we go get Melissa (my SAI big sister!!!!)
3) At like 7:30 we stop at BK for some breakfast...Mmmmm
4) Get to the park at like 8:50...but they don't open the parking lot until 9:00...at this point I really really have to pee!
5) 9:00 Lot opens and we park....but Sasha locks her keys in the car so we wait for the lady to come open it.
6) 9:45ish we get into the park and buy our tickets and head over to Sheikra...but that section doesn't open until 10! (WTF?)
7) We ride Sheikra twice...mind you I was scared to DEATH! And I think I swore more on that ride then I have in my entire LIFE! Which is pretty bad... oh and screaming at the same time...is cool haha.
8) We went on the Sandstorm...sasha got a headache!
9) Scorpion twice..."HOLY SHIT" sasha wasn't expecting that ride to be so intense...
10) Python....stupid ride and those people were stupid.
11) Met up with Yesenia and her brother
12) Deadly and horribly violent water ride!
13) Kumba...haha....why the f*** is it still going up?
14) Montu....better in the front....
15) oh there was a pirate ride that I didn't go on somewhere in there...
16) Oh right and that scary Pirate 4D thing ...remember to protect your moisture sensitive objects...
17) KEEP HEAD ERECT...I like how it said that on every ride sign....I think they could have worded it...better
18) Busch Gardens workers are the rudest people ever...YES I want a LARGE SODA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
19) Sheikra again before we left!
20) Long and loud drive home!

It was a lot of fun! I enjoyed it so much! Good times you guys good times! Wed. night there was a super fun sleepover! Then tonight was rehearsal..then tomorrow it's off to Disney! Finally on Sat. I'm thinking Universal! So it's a jam packed spring break...but super fun. I can't wait until tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

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So... [13 Mar 2006|10:21pm]
Busch Gardens should be fun tomorrow. We are leaving at like 6 tomorrow morning...so I'm going to get up at like 5 or something....so I can be ready...I don't know. So I really should be in bed already...but I'm not really tired.

I don't really know...
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So...OMG! [11 Mar 2006|06:32pm]
[ mood | energetic ]

Okay so I got my cell phone fixed! Thank GOD because a week without my cell phone was pure torture...however the cell phone repair set me back $75. Grrrr...

I'm SO FREAKING EXCITED!!!!!! Tuesday I am going to Busch Gardens with Sasha, Yesenia, Melissa (my big sis in SAI), Stacey and possibly my mom....OMG! I can't WAIT to go. I'm going to take pictures and it's going to be so freaking fun! I'M SO DAMN EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA!!!! So yeah! It'll be super fun...then Wednesday night there's a party...which I really really can't wait to go to. I have had a rough semester and I need some FUN! Then friday I am possibly going to disney with Sasha, Jenny, and Toni....however I think that might still be up in the air...

I'M SO EXCITED ABOUT TUESDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm really hyper and I want to go out... hehe...

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Okay... [10 Mar 2006|06:16pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

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